患艾滋病后四处碰壁 绝望的强子一度想报复社会
http://www.yunnan.cn 发布时间 2010-08-04 16:58:57 星期三 来源:科学时报
本文TAG:艾滋病 分享到新浪微博8月1日深夜,一个陌生的电话打进来,歇斯底里地狂喊:“社会抛弃了我,我要报复这个社会!我要让那些歧视的人知道,得了艾滋病的难处……”
打电话的人是强子(化名),28岁,河北人,因不洁性行为感染艾滋病。强子父母早年离异,他和外婆一起生活。外婆前年去世后,他便开始在全国各地漂泊。去年,他被查出感染上艾滋病,因为在河北并没有医保,他辗转来到昆明,在一家NGO的帮助下进行艾滋病并发症治疗。可今年,这个NGO的项目撤销了,强子没人管了。
强子提出和记者见面,地点就在新闻中心门口,当时正在下雨。
40分钟后强子到了。他撑着一把黄色雨伞,站在中心大门旁的暗角里。“你就是记者啊,打扰你了这么晚。”他有点不好意思地低下头,强子在电话中的怒气好像全部消失。强子说:“我不会伤害你,你害怕的话还是离远点吧。”他又后退了几部。
强子的话匣子打开了。查出艾滋病后,他回到了家乡,因为没有医保,治疗并发症的路被封得死死的。更让他难过的是,他患艾滋病的消息不胫而走,家乡的人都知道了。外婆家呆不下去了,强子去找父母,但都已重新成立家庭的父母都没接纳他。
经病友介绍,强子一年前来到昆明,这里有家NGO愿意为他提供治疗并发症的费用。强子在烧烤摊、米线店打零工,一个月只能挣600多元钱。生活虽然不易,但强子还是很努力地活着,他经常买一束花放在自己房里。
强子平静地说着,眼泪一直在流。他说哪怕多活一天,都值得了。这一年来,每当自己被各种病毒感染,他都能享受国家免费提供的治疗;NGO提供的帮助,也让他能够治疗各种并发症,“身体还不错”。
强子脸上留着不少疤,他说这是他感染了一种老鼠才会得的病后留下的。强子说的是20多种正常人类不会感染的病毒中的一种。这些病毒平时只能感染动物,但免疫系统被破坏的艾滋病人也会被感染。
不久前,帮助强子的NGO组织被撤销了,他又很害怕起来。以往不堪的经历反复折磨着他:在医院,一名医护人员给他拿药时,将药丢在地上,让他自己捡;在烧烤摊,老板看他瘦弱,拒绝给他工作……“如果所有人都得了艾滋病,我就不会被歧视了。”强子说,他不止一次想过要报复社会,但他始终没有付诸行动。这种时候,他都会不由得想起帮助过自己的人。
接下来的路将怎么走?强子很害怕,对死亡的恐惧每天都在煎熬着他。
在40分钟的谈话中,记者能感觉得出,“报复社会”仅仅是强子的一个想法,他绝不会付诸行动,他只是太需要倾诉了。
分别时,记者帮他拨通了一个在广东的NGO组织的电话,寻求帮助。第二天他应该已经写好了申请吧。
(都市时报)
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AIDS into a wall of despair after the four had intended to take revenge on society hadron
Published 2010-08-04 16:58:57 Wednesday http://www.yunnan.cn Source: Science Times
This TAG: AIDS share Sina microblogging August 1st night, a strange phone call came in, hysterical shout slogans: "Social abandoned me, I want to revenge this community! I want people to know that discrimination, got AIDS The difficulty ... ... "
The caller is a hadron (a pseudonym), 28-year-old, Hebei people infected with AIDS because of dirty sex. Hadron parents divorced years ago, he and his grandmother live together. Maternal grandmother died two years ago, he began wandering around the country. Last year, he was found infected with HIV, because there is no medical insurance in Hebei, he found to Kunming, at a NGO with the help of the treatment of AIDS complications. May this year, the NGO's project has been withdrawn, hadron nobody has.
Hadron made and journalists met at the News Center site on the door, then raining.
40 Zhonghou Jiang child to. He propped a yellow umbrella, standing in center large door in Dark Corners. "You are journalists, ah, bother you so late." He lowered his head a little bit embarrassed, strong child on the phone all the anger seems to disappear. Hadron said: "I will not hurt you, if you are afraid of it or stay away." He made a few back.
Hadrons chatterbox open. Identified AIDS, he returned home, because there is no medical insurance, treatment of complications of road was closed badly. He became even more sad is that he is suffering from AIDS, the news spread like wildfire, people back home know. Grandmother could not make things up, strong son went to their parents, but parents have been re-established the family to accept him no.
The patients have introduced a year ago to Kunming hadrons, where NGO is willing to provide him with home treatment costs of complications. Hadron in the stalls, noodle shops and doing odd jobs, one month can earn more than 600 yuan of money. Although life is not easy, but still very hard hadron alive, he always bought a bunch of flowers placed in his room.
Hadron said quietly, tears always flow. He said even live another day, all worthwhile. This year, whenever they have been all kinds of virus infection, he can enjoy the state provided free treatment; NGO to provide assistance, allowing him to treat a variety of complications, "the body is not bad."
Hadron keep his face a lot of scars, he said that this is a mouse infected with the disease will be left behind after. Hadron said that more than 20 kinds of normal human would not infected with the virus in one. These viruses are normally only infected animals, but the immune system is damaged will be infected with AIDS.
Not long ago, to help the NGO organizations Hadron revoked, and he and very frightened. In the past, hard history repeatedly tormented him: in the hospital, a medical staff to give him medication when drug was on the floor, so he picked; in the stalls, the boss see his thin, refused to give him a job ... ... "If everyone got AIDS, I will not be discriminated against. "Hadron said he thought more than once to take revenge on society, but he never put into action. This time, he would not help think of those who helped themselves.
How to get the road to the next? Hadron fear, the fear of death every day torment him.
40-minute conversation, the reporter could feel, "said the retaliation society" is just an idea hadrons, he would not put into action, he just needs to talk up too.
When the time came, he called the press to help a NGO organizations in Guangdong, telephone, ask for help. The next day he should have written the application for it.
(Metropolitan Times)
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