Recently,for the new extra work on teaching affairs,I did much.So I was too busy on work to think about my future and even a short summary of the work in these days which are not over two weeks.I just thought to do work well.I don't want a special position,on the contrary,I just need a platform to realise my teaching thoughts and show my ability.The most important is that I just want to do more things for the education work----probably silly words.

    But now,I just can't describe my feeling when I know I am just take the place temporarily.For the same kind of things,the results are different.You are not treated fairly enough though they may give some reasons sounded reasonable.The fact is that there are no signs showing that they are believing in you completely.Maybe you are always prepared to do something magnificant and good to the job but you have no chance,though you can do it and even be eager to devote to it.But the fact is that it does not depend on how professional you are,but depends on others,maybe your relationship or background,too.

    Why is it so hard to do some work?