天津网讯 他是天津市第一个主动走到媒体面前，公开自己艾滋病感染者身份的人。之前，在自己是感染者的事实被揭穿后，他曾多次被辞退。“既然这样，我干脆让所有人知道我的真实情况。”34岁的马治发说，如果这样能有人愿意给他一份工作，他就不会再因为歧视而被辞退。

 

“我从生病后一直过着躲藏的生活，生怕别人知道自己是个艾滋病感染者。”

“如今我没有工作，连交租房的钱都没有，我需要在天津定期做检测、领药，只能暂时住在深蓝水木彩虹感染者互助小组里，目前我很需要一份工作。”

“这种躲藏的感觉太压抑了。其实感染者都不想去伤害别人，如果能得到包容，我们很愿意做有意义的事情。”

“如果我公开了身份，能有单位愿意接纳，我就不会再因为这个病被辞退，我曾经有很长时间的港口理货监装工作经验，不管什么样的工作，我都会百分之百努力，靠能力养活自己。我什么都能干，也一定会珍惜工作的机会。”

“这些年一直都在呼吁不要歧视艾滋病，我们真的走出来，社会上能包容我们吗？我不知道将得到怎样的回馈……”

不再躲躲藏藏 勇敢面对镜头

“真的愿意在媒体上公开自己的情况吗？”采访前，记者再次确认，对于一个艾滋病感染者来说，这个举动实在很冒险。马治发点了点头，显得很坚定，他说公开自己身份的想法已经在他脑子里酝酿了很长时间，他不想再躲躲藏藏地生活了。

马治发长得高高壮壮的，很是魁梧，眉宇间带着一些英气，给人很有个性和责任感的感觉。记者坐下来，马治发特意躲开一段距离——一个小小的细节。

“这些年一直都在呼吁不要歧视艾滋病感染者，但艾滋病感染者还是不敢公开自己的身份，怕被人歧视，如果我们真的走出来，社会上能包容我们吗？”马治发说他一直是个敢作敢当的人，他愿意第一个走出来，希望得到社会的包容。

因为爱妻子 才让她离开

2007年底，马治发觉得身体不舒服，到医院检测出感染了艾滋病。当时的马治发一个人在天津，他给在河南老家的妻子打了电话。

“我从不愿意隐瞒自己，特别是这件事不能瞒着她。”马治发本来想告诉妻子真情后，就一个人离开人世。

但没有想到，妻子的态度却是带着孩子来天津照顾他。妻子来到天津，马治发的心里始终有愧疚，他不愿意耽误妻子。马治发狠下心来和妻子说，他其实对妻子一直没感情。这样的话真的让妻子失望了，妻子带着孩子离开了马治发。

公开亮明“身份” 能得到包容吗？

妻子走了，剩下马治发孤零零一个人，他每天在痛苦中煎熬——失去亲人的孤独和对病情的恐惧。但了解了艾滋病的知识，马治发有了些许希望，他知道如果控制得好，艾滋病也许很长时间都不会发作，他可以和正常人一样工作生活。

马治发开始把全部精力放在工作上，同事评价他是个工作狂，那时候的马治发是港口监装理货员，每个月收入3000多元。一次，一个同事无意中发现马治发吃的是治疗艾滋病的药，他是感染者的秘密被第一次揭穿，马治发便失去了第一份工作。

消极了一段时间，马治发鼓起勇气，继续寻找工作，很快找到了两份兼职的工作，每月1600多元。但没过多久，又是同事发现了他的药，病情再次被揭穿，马治发又失去了工作。几年中，因为自己是艾滋病感染者的事实被人知晓，马治发先后失去了四份工作。

接连被辞退的事实让马治发很受打击，他大病一场，也在病中想了很多。“我想堂堂正正做人，靠自己的能力养活自己。”公开自己病情需要很大的勇气，马治发思考了很长时间，做了这个勇敢的决定。

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2010-11-12 08:06:00 Source: Network of Tianjin (Tianjin)

Both vision and concern for the future governance of horse hair Hong Kong Daily News reporter Wu Dishe

Tianjin, Tianjin Reuters he was the first initiative to come before the media, open their HIV status of people. Previously, the fact that they are infected after being exposed, he has repeatedly dismissed. "In this case, I simply let everyone know my truth." 34-year-old horse hair treatment, if so can someone willing to give him a job, he will no longer be dismissed because of discrimination.

"I'm hiding from the illness and has been living a life of fear of other people would know he was HIV infected."

"Now I have no job, no money even to pay rent, I need to do testing on a regular basis in Tianjin, and prescriptions, only temporarily living in the deep blue Mizuki infected support groups in the rainbow, now I need a job."

"This feeling is too deep to hide. In fact, do not want to hurt others infected, if they can be inclusive, we are willing to do something meaningful."

"If I open the identity, to have the unit is willing to accept, I will no longer be dismissed because of this disease, I have had for a long time monitoring of port cargo handling equipment experience, no matter what kind of work, I will be one hundred percent effort, by the ability to feed themselves. I can do anything, they will certainly cherish the opportunity to work. "

"These years have been calling not to discriminate against AIDS, we really came out, the community can accommodate us? I do not know what kind of feedback will be ... ..."

Courage to face the camera is no longer hiding

"Really willing to open their own in the media situation?" Interview before the reporters once again confirmed that for a living with HIV, this move is very risky. Ma nodded hair treatment, appeared to be very firm, he said the idea of disclosing their identity has been brewing in his mind for a long time, he did not want to live in hiding out.

Horse hair tall and Zhuang Zhuang governance, it is a burly, brow with some British Gas, giving the feeling of great personality and sense of responsibility. Reporter to sit down and deliberately avoid a horse hair from the government - a small detail.

"These years have been calling not to discriminate against AIDS, but AIDS is still not disclosing their identity, fear of being discriminated against, if we are really going to come out in society tolerant of us?" Ma said his administration has been a hair dare who dare, he was willing first to come out and hope to gain social inclusion.

Because the love for his wife to get her to leave

The end of 2007, horse hair treatment feeling under the weather, to the hospital to detect the infection of AIDS. The horse was a rule made in Tianjin, Henan, he phoned his wife back home.

"I do not want to hide themselves, in particular it can not be concealed from her." Horse rule issued after the truth had to tell my wife to a man died.

But did not think the wife's attitude is take care of him with children in Tianjin. His wife came to Tianjin, the heart of horse hair rule has always been guilty, he would not delay the wife. MA Governance and Development TOUGH wife, he actually has no feelings for his wife. So really let his wife down, and his wife took the children to leave the horse hair treatment.

Open Liang Ming "identity" can be inclusive it?

His wife is gone, the remaining horse hair alone rule a person in his suffering in pain every day - have lost loved ones on the condition of loneliness and fear. But the understanding of AIDS knowledge, horse hair treatment with a glimmer of hope, he knew that if controlled well, and AIDS may not attack for a long time, he can work and live like normal people.

Horse hair began to rule all the focus on work, he is a workaholic colleagues evaluated, when the horse hair is a port monitoring equipment rule tally clerk, a monthly income of 3,000 yuan. Once, a colleague of mine stumbled on horse hair rule is to eat the medicine treatment of AIDS, he is infected the first time the secret was exposed, Ma administration made the first job will be lost.

Negative for some time, horse hair treatment courage and continue to look for work, and soon found two part-time jobs than 1600 yuan per month. But before long, and co-workers found his medicine, his condition was again exposed, horse hair and governance lose their jobs. Few years, because he is the fact that AIDS was known, horse hair rule has lost four jobs.

The fact that been dismissed after another horse made a shock treatment, he was seriously ill, but also think a lot of illness. "I want a dignified life, the ability to feed themselves on their own." Disclosing their condition requires a lot of courage, think horses rule made for a long time, made a brave decision.

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