Students one-night stand troubles "Ai fear syndrome" Internet self-examination吓出cold symptoms
At 11:14 on July 17, 2009 Source: Jingchu Network
Three Gorges Evening News reported July 17 when the third one-night stand with playmates took place, students wavelet (a pseudonym) on fear of AIDS infection, self-blame, guilt, fear, torment him from time to time. Although counseling and testing through all right, but can not always be assured of wavelet. Early in July this year, he again went to the city of CDC HIV voluntary counseling and testing to do the consultation and comprehensive out-patient testing, as confirmed not infected, he heaved a sigh of relief.

July 10, Yichang City CDC HIV voluntary counseling and testing students received out-patient to write to thank you wavelet. Subsequently, the reporter conducted an interview with the wavelet. Against their own experience, Wavelet feeling: "Although the detection of fine mind a lot of pressure on small, but the shadow was still there, I would like a long time the fear will not be erased in an instant, calm longer need a process! "

The eyes of their parents "三好生"

Wavelet from the field in rural areas, from the very obedient, thoughtful, 7-year-old when his family to help work the fields, it is the minds of family and the village of "三好生."

In 2005, through the efforts of his university, came to Yichang. This is him, is the first journey. Big time, like a wavelet than his previous high of the Line of Duty. However, they did not officially contact the men and women, and finally became a common friend.

Due to keen on music, he spent most of the time on a hobby, not about love. But also because a good guitar, he was a lot of popular girls, but also understand a lot of friends like the music.

After drunken one-night stand

Summer day in 2008, Wavelet and band together with friends to drink, the girls saw a small Greek (not her real name), before they are aware of, but never said what. Unexpectedly, a small Greek with him that night said a lot, and two very pleasant chat. The twinkling of an eye is a 1:00, taking into account too late, let alone a girl back home is always not very good, Wavelet then back to a small Greek friends and sharing their own house.

"Perhaps it is because of chaos drink, and people have a desire for the moment, that night I ended the Virgin's body." Wavelet said that due to tension, he did not wear condoms, no change after the relationship between the two, only occasional contact.

After two months, the wavelet was found is a relatively small opening up the Greek girl, who not only have the habit of smoking, drinking, but also frequented bars,迪吧, K powder smoke. Wavelet believe that such a random girl, and he certainly is not one person had sexual relations. And his own body a strange feeling: he found himself a long medial thigh 34 knots, so he was very much pain; September, sweating at night and sometimes sleep, often wake up drenched body; in October, with a clear joint pain; in November, may have flu like symptoms ... ... wavelet aware of what, but I do not know what to do.

Internet self-examination吓出cold symptoms

Wavelet told reporters, suspected of suffering from AIDS from the start by the end of November last year. "Each year of December 1 is World AIDS Day, the school on November 28 in the Organization of the AIDS campaign. The day after I saw the publicity conscious recall the one-night stand, I opened the computer back to the bedroom, AIDS-related inquiries quickly knowledge, to open the page in Baidu moment in my mind blank and trembling, to take a cold sweat, on-line early symptoms of AIDS looks like I have all shown a few months! "

"At that time, I think I finished, it is estimated that the活不了how long the preparations for the funeral arrangements. But then I think I am still young, how can so ruin their future and live up to the expectations of my family, how can I face for them? "Wavelet said that when he learned from the network on its own in the local CDC to do HIV testing, she also hesitated for a long time, then give a further thought to the end, he came to Yichang City CDC鼓起了勇气. Dr. Zhang, he listened carefully to the circumstances of the testing he has done.

Days, such as the results of wavelet is his most difficult stage of life, insomnia, fatigue, not the spirit of all feel uncomfortable, "said a few words, students are far away from their friends, only that live in their own circle, the can not get out of the shadows, all are uncomfortable! "

After two weeks of anxious waiting, the results finally came out. Was told that all the normal wavelet Some do not believe my own eyes.

Twice to check the psychological pressure of small solutions

Early in July this year, the heart of the wavelet is very disturbing disease control once again came to the city of AIDS voluntary counseling and testing out-patient consultation.

"Dr. Yang patiently listened to my talk, I am very excited, as the last moment of his life to seize a life-saving straw. After listening to Dr. Yang for their patience and guidance on, I have decided to do a comprehensive examination, including HIV antibody, syphilis and other sexually transmitted diseases in order to unlock my heart for a year to accumulate the lump. "Wavelet said很闷get the results of that every day, dark clouds covered the sky, walking on the road to the CDC, he felt that the pace of each are quite heavy. The time is drawing near, the sky it began to rain, rain very heavy fighting in the face of pain, he did not instinct这场雨escape, but they are allowed to flap in the face of rain! "Perhaps God is arranged这场雨welcome home to me, and wash away all the dirty dirt, perhaps my life will be reborn!"

"Test results are not infected with HIV, syphilis and other sexually transmitted diseases!" Wavelet said the results so that he inspired, but also let him nearly a year to alleviate a lot of psychological pressure, "feeling like a pulled back from the death of there."

Postscript interview

"Yichang changes over the past few years great, I love gradually Yichang, Yichang, also decided to stay in work." Wavelet told reporters, although the one-night stand that experience has taught him to wipe it away swing life have the shadow, but he also able to know more about the value of life, he taught them to cherish.

Wavelet said his university to enrich the lives of ignorance and desire for the moment that he was optimistic and cheerful personality has become silent. He hoped that through their own experiences of other students warned to control their desire to cherish life and also hope that similar situations have 1 pairs of friends to have their own responsibility, in charge of the hearts of others, as soon as possible to the designated medical institutions for counseling and testing!